Tuesday, August 12, 2014

For when my hair gets longer

So, there is no getting around the fact that I'm going to have to have some short hair for a while until I get long hair again. The last time I had short hair was around the time of this pic:
I'm the little gal in the shortest hair. Which is longer than my current hair. Ugh.
I had this idea that I would be able to wear my wig until my hair was miraculously long enough to skip the whole short hair stage. But I'm so sick of that thing that I will probably burn the wig as soon as I possibly can. Not that it's not great - it is, it's just freaking HOT and not my own hair, so this time of year it is just the worst and I can't wait to be done with it.

My hair has started to grow back early - before I'm done with chemo, so I have a "tiny head start" (get it), and it's currently about 5/8" long - not that I've measured it, but ok, yes, I've measured it. Oh, and.... to be clear, it's WHITE or mostly white. Look, when you go from coloring your hair for years, to shaving your head off to prepare for a wig, you get a good hard look at the true salt and pepper-ness of it all. And let me tell you, there's a lot more salt than pepper. And interestingly, as it's coming back in, the white seems to come in first, and now the black is showing up too, but it doesn't stand much of a chance - lots more white in there.

Which brings me to the point of this post - what am I going to do with this hair???? - when it's long enough to make into something. And that makes me laugh too - because the styles you are about to see below are all LONG compared to my current hair. That's funny!! hahahahahahhahhahaaaaaa- I think these are pretty cute though and are also white - what do you think? They of course all look like models - which I am not - but I will admit that I have an awesome looking head - compared to others (see above pic - i know - awesome!!!)

Pretty cute look - I still need about an inch or so more for this I think.
2 inches from now? Maybe?
Whoa - a little edgy - we'll see.
Her s/p is quite awesome - maybe I'll shoot for this when it's a lot longer.
This is closest to what it will look like in another 1/2 inch. If I looked like her
I would think "SWEET" - I'm so hot! 
Looking at these pics reminds me that currently I'm still without much in the way of eyebrows or lashes. I'm starting to see the beginnings of eyebrows again, but the eyelashes are a little slower on the comeback. Hurry, you little bastards!!!!!

All short hair pics posted here are from Pinterest!



Thursday, August 7, 2014

Overboard?

Seems like with my time away from blogging you might have thought I fell overboard as was lost at sea. Not the case. I just haven't had much enthusiasm for blogging as I've been super busy counting down the days until the end of chemo (which I'm sick of btw). 

Update: The cruise was fine. I'm probably not going to be a future "cruiser" but it was nice for what it was. One thing is for sure, I've seen the future and people - it's OLD! I don't even think my mom at 74 or Kit's parents at 70 are old enough for the crowd on this cruise. Just a LOT of OLD OLD OLD people. 

And a lot of Purell. Turns out the cruise industry is combatting the whole cruise ship sicknesses by squirting the shit out of everyone with Purell at every turn. I think it's working.

We began in Venice and our days were port stops at Korcula (where we stopped last year on our Croatia trip), Heraklion, Crete - not much to see here on this hot rock, then Marmaris, Turkey and Kusadasi, Turkey and then Athens for the finish. We had 3 lovely days in Athens at the end of the trip - while hot, it was breezy and delightful and we had some great meals in open air rooftop restaurants. Lovely! 

Here are a few pics!
So, first things first, we got upgraded to business class - good way to start the journey!
Leaving Venice - beautiful lighting on the way out of the city.

View of our ship from Korcula, Croatia

Yes we did! And often!
 Our beautiful little port of Marmaris, Turkey

This is Kusadasi, Turkey


The library at Ephasus

QE - from another angle!

Athens!

The National Archaeological Museum - photobomb and a big thumbs up!


Kit and Meredith seeing the sites!
 Thanks Greece - lovely to see you!









Monday, June 23, 2014

Baby let's cruise....



So... did I mention we were going on a cruise? It's true. We're going on a cruise (Venice, Italy to Athens, Greece) - in the hot hot heat of the hot hot summer in the hot hot Europe - in my hot hot hair. True! 

My inlaws are celebrating their 50th wedding anniversary so we are meeting them at their half-way point (Venice) to spend the second part of the the trip with them through Croatia, Crete, Turkey and ending in Athens on the 4th of July.

Cruising isn't our normal travel choice - but..... we're game, and it's the Cunard Line and we're on the Queen Elizabeth... and I'm currently about 100 years old, so the pace should be about perfect for me.

Also, my mom is coming too, which makes me very happy! Should be a lot of fun hanging out with her so I'm pretty excited about that. What I'm not that excited about is what a sloth I am right now and how actually getting from point A to point B should be interesting. I have been feeling pretty good through this round of chemo, but overall, I'm just T I R E D - so if you wonder where I am, I'll be with all the little old ladies in the shade at the pool. Seriously. Maybe they will teach me how to play canasta? 

Here's the old broad!

Here's my seat by the pool
Our digs

It's pretty interesting to travel plan in my current "situation". I'm packing the strangest stuff, it really feels like I'm packing for my grandmother if I had one. I've got meds and creams and all sorts of supplements and potions. Plus I'm worrying about how I'm going to carry my carry-on and how I'm going to wear or not wear my hair on the flight. Jeezzzzz- I'm a treat right now! But, overall, I'm pretty excited to get away from here for 10 days and enjoy of view from somewhere else. And super happy to revisit Croatia if even for a day. 

We leave on Thursday - back on July 7th. If I have the opportunity to post anything I will, but count on some good photo's when I get back. 

Buon Viaggio!

Friday, June 13, 2014

Instant Gratification

If you're looking for a little instant gratification, get out your pressure washer and go to town. Our patio at the farm was looking pretty shabby after the winter, so I got out there and got this done. Kit got me all set up, because I was feeling pretty much like standing there with the hose was about all I could manage. Luckily it's a pretty straight forward point and shoot operation, so........ here are some quick before, during and afters...

Looks good now - just need a little sunshine and to get the rest of the patio furniture set up, and we're ready for summer.

Before - see how dirty and streaky - bleck.
Another before shot
At the halfway point - look at the difference. Ahhhh- gratification!
And after it's done. Beautiful!


Mother Nature Gets it Right






Peony season is upon us! I've had these in the garden for the past 5 years. This is their best year yet. I'm tempted to move them to a better location, but they are finally so gorgeous I actually hate to disturb them. Mother Nature - awesome job lady!!!

I'm not French.....

....but my radishes are! These beauties are fresh from the garden. I don't even really like radishes that much, but they are so beautiful I have to grow them. Look how pretty!!!



Friday, June 6, 2014

Too lame to post!

Hey - sorry! There were a few weeks there where I was just too lame to post anything - I just couldn't lift my heavy heavy arms up to the keyboard. Here's a quick update on the (say in whisper) .......cancer.

I just finished 8 weeks of A/C chemo. It sucked. There really isn't a nicer way to put it. You go into chemo feeling pretty good, and come out of there like someone punched you in the face with a large bag of drugs. So, for the last 8 weeks I've been a drugged up mess - I tried sleeping through most of it. That particular chemo round was every other week, so 4 infusions over 8 weeks. The first week after chemo was the worst, just groggy, druggy, flulike - then it got better in the second week, and by the end of the second week, just when you are feeling almost normal - it's time for the next sucker punch.

I had a lot of weirdo side effects - but luckily not all at the same time. I had mouth sores, I had headaches, I had tingling, numbness on my nose and skin, super dry inside of my nose, upset stomach, nausea, dry skin, no tastebuds.... name it, I had it.... but.... more than anything else I was so tired I could barely pick my arms up. Knuckle dragger for sure. 

BUT WHOHOOOOOOOOO - THAT'S OVER! 

Now I'm onto the second phase of chemo, which is a 12 week course (every Wednesday) of Taxol, along with Herceptin and Perjeta (every third Wednesday). This week I had another PET scan and MRI and MUGA heart scan - which are all tests they did at the start of this ordeal. These were updates to check progress. I don't expect to get the results myself, I think those things go directly to my doctor, and part of that testing that I get is extra because I'm part of a research study - so... test test test, and then proceed. Since Wednesday was the "new" chemo, and because some people have pretty serious allergic reactions to Taxol, I was watched pretty carefully during the first part of my infusion. Those nurses at SCCA are so great though - it went really well. I didn't have any reaction at all. It was an extra long day because on the first appointment you get all three drugs and they administer them more slowly in the beginning to make sure you can tolerate them. Next time it won't take as long. I was there from noon to almost 6:45pm. the next time the Herceptin and Perjeta will take about an hour less. And I'm not complaining because I FEEL GREAT! 

Here it is two days later - and I still feel almost normal! So, now I have so much less dread of the next 12 weeks and can start thinking about some other things, like golf, projects, getting out of bed.... you know, normal stuff.

Other details: Hair still gone, but fingernails look pretty good. Red blood count a little low, but whites are good. We had big red steak last night and a pile of spinach - should fix that right up. My eyebrows are starting to look a little sparse - alas. And, the lower lashes, especially on one side, well...... they are losing the battle. I think I have a total of about 2 lashes left on the bottom outer edge. Pathetic. But, I did buy some fakeys, little individuals for the bottom and some full ones for the top. I haven't used them yet.... I'll let you know how that goes. At this point, because I finally feel good, I almost don't care. Well, that's a lie. I do care. Just not that much.

Anyway, there it is - and because things seem to be going well, I should be back to posting more often and complaining about all the usual subjects. 

Today's complaint: Summer is just starting, I don't want to discuss the fall, or fall fashion. Can we please just enjoy summer!